Lord, tulong. July 6, 2007Posted by yenrules in Crap, School Stuff, Stressed, Thoughts.
I dunno if my chosen course (and by passing the SLCN screening) is a gift or a curse. Hindi ako tinatamad or anything,
AYOKO NA NG GANTONG BUHAY.
3-5 hours of sleep, minimal food intake… puro fluids lang para kahit papano mareplace lahat ng nawawala. No time for family, no time for myself, no time for friends, no time for sleep. puro fatigue.
alam mo yun, even though we don’t do much activities in school, sobrang… PAGOD. Super kaduper pagod ang nararamdaman ko.
And yes, pag sobrang awang-awa nako sa sarili ko, i just sit down and cry.
why oh why Lord?
why don’t you give me time for my family?
why don’t you give me time for myself?
why don’t you give me enough time to rest and sleep?
why do you have to pressure me with low embarrassing scores?
why do you want to do this to me?
If You knew i can do this, You would help me.. and i really need your help.
sobra sobra na ang bigat na dala ko.
Please. Help me. 😦